End of Month Reflection: February

As you can probably fathom from the title of this post, it is incredibly late. The month of February was one that made me feel very unsettled, and as I write this, things are still very much up in the air. I don't deal well with change, and sudden ones, well that is even more unsettling for me. This time last year I moved back to London and I was so happy that I finally achieved the goal. Things were very different, I had a lot of people in my life that contributed great things, and I never imagined that one year later it would have changed so considerably. I do still have some amazing, amazing people in my life, that goes without saying, and February actually allowed me to spend more time with them - as you can see above, one of my best friends and I had a blast at the Benefit Curl's Best Friend Pop-Up!

This past weekend saw me move out of my flat, and away from the place that finally started to feel like home; flat mates that became really great friends: the pick me up I needed after a rocky end of the last half of 2014. Positively speaking, I still have my best friends (even if we don't get to spend as much time together), as well as those that I have gained, and whom -quite literally- keep me going. I am currently without a home, but thanks to my lovely colleague and good friend who has put me up temporarily, I can continue in my work and London life; albeit continuing to feel a tad unsettled. I am incredibly grateful to her, but soon I hope I find somewhere that feels like home again - I guess I am scared that I won't find anywhere that matches up to the previous surroundings or people, but if we don't hope, we don't have anything, right?

I guess blogging is going to have to take another little back seat (when will everything run smoothly so I can just have the time to follow my passions?) while I jump the ten million hurdles that I know are imminent. Also, as a lot of my stuff is in boxes, I can't reach half of my beauty stash, first world problems, eh?! I am sure you can all sympathise with trying to stick to a capsule collection of skincare and make-up without the fun part of switching it up every day. I still cannot quite get over the fact that it is March: where does time go?

I turn 23 in April, that's also a bit scary as I am almost certain that I turned 20 just last year... Let's see what April brings. I hope you are all well.

1 comment:

  1. It’s such a great post! Thank you for sharing this!
    By the way, I’m in love with your blog!

    Diana Cloudlet